Recently, there was a thread started in CMT about a girl whose friend was thinking of having an abortion. She doesn't believe in abortion and wanted to know what she should do in regards to her friend.
I've always been pro-choice. I still am. However, ttc issues seem to creep up all the time and completely cloud my thoughts when stuff like that comes up. My brain says, be there. Support your friend no matter what she decides. My heart says, "FOR FUCKS SAKE GIVE ME THE BABY!"
I know that this is completely illogical. I know that 9 months of carrying a child only to give it away to someone else is the hardest thing for anyone to do, and I don't fault anyone for choosing abortion over adoption.
But it's like a knife in the chest every time the thought that that aborted baby could have come home with me.
So I have this struggle between my head and my heart. I know that my head is right.
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